December 3, 2012

Thank you everyone who has sent nice notes and replies about John. It is lonely and weird to be here in NYC with everyone gathering at home. Last night I was telling someone that at the last show I went to in LA—at Jabberjaw of course—I was like, I can’t bear it here any more, I feel burdened by all of this history, I can’t talk to anyone without both of our pasts and the indecent knowledge we have of one another sucking me into oblivion. And then the first time I went to a show here, I was like, I have not been to a show where I didn’t know anyone since high school, who are these people, and it was terrifying. I’m still glad I came, I’m still glad I’m here, but I miss my punk family.

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